my birthday cont.....

so.. the festivities continued, with sat... sat 80's party sat, spent the afternoon shopping by myslef !! thanks Poop!! so she was on the phone while i was at the store, saw a poofy prom/bridemaid dress i really wanted wear but it had too many visible stains . so i settled for some legging type pants!! OH i forgot there were these GOLD!! MC hammer pants!! had i had something to wear with them i would have bought them!!. so i find a mini skirt, i will have pictures one day..so Poop and her friend came over, i finished gettign ready, and we went out.. we were early so we offered to help, this is where we all come to learn about the OCD i have!! i was not even fully fully aware of it till that night. people start coming, i am still streaming, i didnt find out till yesterday that wearing a mini-skirt that i was TOLD covered my ass and hanging up streamers is NOT a good combo! so anyway the party went on, more random people, i drank and drank and drank the special punch and NOTHING not a buzz !! So sad that was my only goal for the evening was to get toasty, never happened. so even though i wasnt toasty i still have no judgement or common sense when it comes to doing the no no. Even though i didnt really want to i agreed to go upstairs with someone Dum, i feel soo bad for many reasons,first Hooligan, even though technically we arent anything i know he would be done if he found out, and vice versa if he did this with some random chick in havasu i would be done, and 2 it wasnt that good, (this will come back to play), it was awkward,i was TIRED, yeah overal not good. so anyway the party was fun for the most part, Sun was starting out as a boring day untill i get a phone call from Jess crying, Buddy one of her horses had died! this was tragic for many reason's 1) he was young only 7 or 8, 2) it was a FREAK thing that never in a million years could u have thought somethign like that could have happened. So after a fight with the body hauler guy he was on his way and so was i to acton. After that was all taken care of i went back home. Mon was meant for cleaning, untill lovely Brian called so we (poop and I) could meet him for lunch and catch up and compare. so yeah he now knows in great detail my anatomy, and felt the need to describe it to me NOT FUNNY!!! also not funny was that the day before i had found out that apparently Party boy was a VIRGIN!!! OMG!!!!!! Who in this day and age is 21 and a VIRGIN???? so yeah, i almost threw up felt sick all day sun then the horse thing, and now writing this i feel sick again, and THANK GOD i wasnt at Barnes when Brian Felt the Need to Announce to EVERYONE there that Party Boy losthis V. GREAT to the girl that you could see her ass when she was hanging up streamers! YAY what a way to be remembered - back to cleaning!!! untill way late, finally realized the time, went up tp acton and talked to hooligan most of his drive back from havisu, i even got him to make a detour only slight about 5 miles out of his way!! It was worth it!! so i finally got ot bed after 3 in the morn when he got home. today soo sleepy!! boring, funny guy not so funny today!! it was me not his fault!! i am too sleepy. ok going now!

Currently listening:
To Love Again
By Chris Botti
Release date: By 18 October, 2005